I feel so blue nowadays, and I got no idea at all. High school's life could be the best of your life. I mean, it's 3 years and you got to use it right! You might found out who hates you to hell, or who had a crush on you, secret admires, and else. It's a lot and unexpected. I'm officially the 12th graders since a month ago. I didn't really love my class, hmm.. I meant I love the class, because its more bigger than my ex-class. Well, I do not know where should I go for my college, but I know maybe I will take Intl' relations as my majority in the future but I am in science class, I just confuse if it will do great because I am not learning social's subjects since I am in science class. I just fully regret for taking science class because i really hate biology, physics, chemistry, and math but fortunately I can survive there :) Thanks God :)
So, what makes me hate my class? The friends, yes they are.
I found that so many friends I do really love that shown up (for the first time I entered my SHS). But, I don't even know if they really can be my real friend or not. But they really nice to me (Especially for the girls). But what I always get is being ignored. Sometimes they just want me when they need me and the rest I'm just with myself. FUCK!
I found that so many friends I do really love that shown up (for the first time I entered my SHS). But, I don't even know if they really can be my real friend or not. But they really nice to me (Especially for the girls). But what I always get is being ignored. Sometimes they just want me when they need me and the rest I'm just with myself. FUCK!
Why? I just don't know. Well, I studied not only in my school. I studied also in my course. And the student isn't only me, right? I have friends too there. And they're soooooooo different with school's friends. They're great to me. The teachers also. My friends at school, we have the different way of thinking, and they often caught the wrong person and said wrong things about me, about what I have told to her/him before, that create misunderstandings. They often got offended and never think longer of anything. Well, I don't want to compare, but I should. Sorry guys, this is my thought. What's yours? But, I love everyone who is in my life (Included them :) ) and I really want to be grateful with what I have :) Everything happens for a reason that's for sure.
So yeah, I was blah blah-ing with bro Bena today through Y!M, you know who is he, right? Felt a lil' bit comfy with him, as he's new for me to talk to because I just added him on facebook and never get wall2wall until now. HAHA. Well, thank you the bro Bena for the chitchat, the thoughts and the laughs. Catch you on later! :) "SALAM KRIBO!"
Bunch of Love,
xx
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